I've been a little stressed out in the past week... Ok, so not "a little", more like a lot... See, tomorrow is supposed to be move day. Yes, if you haven't checked back on my older posts, I've sort of mentioned I am moving in with my someone (Yay!!) and we are moving in to a brand new apt. in a brand new building, and though we're both EXTREMELY excited about it, we are both also very very busy and this move is kinda' stuck in the middle of everything...
So why are we moving now? Well, we had to... Ok, I had to. I was living with roommates before, and when my someone and I decided we were going to live together, I notified my roommates I'll be moving out and that we'll need to find someone to move in with them instead of me... Guess what, that very same day I told them, they had found someone who was eager to move in (?!!) and so she moved in on the 1st of March. My roommates let me keep my furniture in the apt. as long as I have it all out by April 1st, and this is why I had to rush it with the move.
The stressing part is that we are both working full time this week, and have worked full time last week; I have also a couple of projects in design to finish up; My someone has three major end-of-semester finals, including one tomorrow morning; and to top it all, we don't really have a car at our dispose to handle the move... So I'm stressed!!
And since I am stressed I sort of took it out on the one person I shouldn't... on my someone... It wasn't on purpose, and I hate that I took it out on him, cause I love him, and the last thing I wanted was for this move, which is a wonderful thing, to turn out to be an unpleasant issue, and a source of anger between us... (I am so so sorry my love. You are the single most important person in my heart and I hate that I made you feel the way I did earlier today!)
Here's to hoping tomorrow will be a grand happy day!
No one could give that to me. - Even with all that others were offering me, I realized along the way that ultimately no one could make me happy. I felt comforted by my family and my fait...
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