I am at a loss for words. I am angry. I am sad.
I can't really tell you why, it is not my reason to tell, but someone so very close to me has created a mess in their lives a few years back, and it is not getting better. I have tried to be there and support, offer my advice, but to no good. The one thing that could help in their situation is money, a lot of it, and I don't have that. Then a week ago I was sucked in more than I wished for. In one telephone conversation a relationship that was so important to me has diminished itself, and I don't know how or when it could go back to what it was. With a heavy heart I have done what they had asked me for, and since then I haven't stopped thinking about it.
All I can do is hope for better days.
Something sparkly is in your future. from Ian Cameron on Vimeo.
On another note, my someone has been away on Reserve Service since Sunday, and he is finally coming back home tonight! Oh how I've missed him!